so i turned 20 weeks this week and go for a big ultrasound tomorrow. hopefully all is well :) i am really not a fan of being pregnant which sounds really bad, i think. i want the baby more than anything in the world, but i am far too much of a worrier to deal with 9 months of being pregnant. every day, there's a new thing to worry about and a new reason to freak out. valid or not. i feel like all those women who are always like "i so love being pregnant" are big fat liars.
i think i have started to feel something but it's really hard to tell when you don't really know what you're supposed to be feeling. it's cool when i do though because it makes the worry go away (at least for a second!)
one thing i am liking is that i'm starting to look a little more pregnant rather than just fat. it's weird because as of my last appointment, i was losing weight (and believe me, i have more than enough to lose!), so it's really odd to see how my body's changing and all that. a downside of the whole looking pregnant thing is that i've been told apparently that i waddle every now and then. SO sexy.
this photo is the other day at 20 weeks. please excuse the really awful photo. the lighting in my house just sucks.
in other news...
it's thanksgiving and i don't feel like listing things i am thankful for because i am guaranteed to leave someone or something out.... so you know if i'm thankful for you ;) if not, get the heck out. (j.k).
hope you all enjoyed the day with your families!