my beautiful little princess....(i am writing this a night ahead of time because i will be at work tomorrow) tomorrow you are five months old. tomorrow is your first month birthday that i am not spending with you because i am back at work and it absolutely breaks my heart. i know i will spend the entire day thinking of you and wishing i was there. i will still wake up tomorrow and sing happy birthday to you, as i do every month. and hopefully, at some point, i will get to take your picture with your birthday crown.... our little tradition.
you have gotten SO big. you are like a real little person.
you scream just to hear your own voice and it amuses every single person. you LOVE people and will smile and coo at anyone who will pay you attention. you especially LOVE other babies and have a ton of fun with your cousins and jack and the babies.
you still love your feet and want to have them inside your mouth all the time. and when they're not in your mouth, you're sucking on your mama's face... or biting my chin. i think you're definitely teething because EVERYTHING is going in your mouth these days, but no little teethies yet.
you're starting to really like baths.... i think you enjoy them much more now that you don't feel like you're going to drown in the tub since we have the mesh tub for you. you even took a bath the other day with your cousin, James. I think you really enjoyed that and he definitely did.
you are the most loving baby anyone's ever met. you LOVE to cuddle and give kisses. it breaks mama's heart to leave you every day for work but i know that you are having so much fun with Mimi.
you are starting to REALLY love your exersaucer. you still love your bumbo but you're getting a little too big for it because of your chubby legs. you're just dying to sit up and can pull yourself completely up when mommy holds your hands (really... i don't help you at all!) but you can't stay up.
you desperately want food. you still are not allowed to have any, but you took mama's cookie out of her hands the other day. it was very amusing.
you are the happiness in so many people's lives. you finally got to see your uncle ryan again. he really likes you and thinks you're a very fun baby and that's a great compliment because uncle ryan doesn't like babies. you video chatted with aunt rissa the other day. mommy is just counting down the days until she comes home. you're gonna be such a big girl by then. you've spent a lot of time with your uncle danny and he really loves you. and of course, you love your mimi and your momma.
you are a funny little girl. i think you know it, too. i think you're going to be a riot. and i think you know how to con your momma already ---- (like your fever the other day when momma was at work and i came home and took you to the dr.... and there was really nada wrong... you just knew your momma would come running when she heard you had a fever... mimi says you're gonna sleep with lightbulbs now! LOL)
you are sleeping SO much more now. at least for the past few days. maybe you're going through a growth spurt or as Mimi and i like to think, maybe you're just able to get much more comfortable now that you're liking your crib. you switch positions 8,000 times during the night but it keeps you happy and that's what matters. Let me tell you when you won't sleep though... when you're out. You have a HUGE issue sleeping when there's anything going on because you don't want to miss a thing. My little social butterfly.
You LOVE hanging upside down (weirdo!) but obviously, momma doesn't intentionally get you to do it.... but you do it anyways. funny girl.
i can't believe how big you are. next week we will go to the doctor for your checkup and find out how big you are. and we also have your christening coming up. so many things to look forward to. and spend every single second we have together.
i love you, beautiful. happy birthday.